the hardest part is saying good bye

summary of my day: Play=PERFECT! took down set, cried a lot about that. went to dairy queen, saw anthony . had an amazingly SHITTY time. the end.

now i'm going to dedicate this entry to the wonderful cast of Noises Off. and I hope that they aLL get a chance to read this. here it goes.

Sarah: I knew you before, but i only knew WHO you were. and now that I know you as a person, I don't regret it. You're an amazingly awesome and caring person with extraordinary talent and a knack for making people happy. and I'm glad that I got a chance to become friends with you, I'm really happy about that. I hope that we continue to be friends. it makes me happy I'm proud of you! I love you!

Samantha: I am really proud of how you did in the play. You have so many talents! Clarinet, being a friggin awesome person, and i just discovered your'e a wonderful actress. and I've gotten a little closer to you during the whole experience and that makes me extremelly happy. I'm proud of you! I love you!

Timmy: I admit that at first, I wasn't as keen with working with you. and I feel terrible about that now. I barely knew you and I had to be harsh and mean in the beginning. But then I got to know you and I don't regret it for one second. I find you to be a very talented and extremelly awesome and kind person. You also have an incredible talent for making people smile. I am sorry for being so harsh at the start. I'm glad I got to know you. I'm proud of you! I love you!

Megan: I have become really good friends with you throughout the entire experience. I'm extremelly happy about that because you're an awesome girl with real talent and very caring. If it weren't for the play and band, I don't know if we would have become friends, and that would be so saddening. I'm really really happy that we met, i hope we'll be friends for a long time ! I'm proud of you! I love you!

Jeniffer: We have gotten a little closer during the play and I'm really happy about that. and I couldn't have had more fun with you! But of course, theres still THE FLUTE SECTION of course I'm extremelly proud of you, you're an amazing actress. I'm proud of you! I love you!

Janice: I got to know you more in the entire time we did the play, and I'm really glad I did, and ya know what? You're friggin amazing. Remember that. I am impressed with your acting. I love it! and I can't wait to do marching band with you again. Because it's going to be lots of fun! And don't you forget: you're beautiful. I'm proud of you! I love you! 

TJ: You've gotta be one of the funniest guys I've ever met. And I dont' think we ever WOULD have met if it wasn't for the play. and I don't regret meeting you for a second. You're a really funny and caring guy and I love that! I hope that I get to see you even though the play is over. Because you're a good friend and I love your acting! It's awesome! I hope you get to do more plays. that would be a whole lot of fun! I'm proud of you! I love you!

Josh: You're eleven?!?!?!? lol. I'm serious you're one of the most mature guys I've ever met. and I'm glad that we met. because I think you're a really great guy and really funny. I had a whole lot of fun doing the play with you and I hope you do more plays so that we can do them and it'll be fun! You're a really great comedy actor, I suggest that you go on with that and be like Jim friggin Carey! because you can! I'm proud of you! I love you!

Sam: I didn't really get to know you, but from what I DO know, you're a really nice person and that's a good thing! I'm glad that you got to do all of this with us! I hope to see you again someday! You were a great stage manager person! I'm proud of you! I love you!

Libby: None of this could have happened without you. I know sometimes we were stressfull and things like that, but you kept it together and you were a wonderful director. I'm really glad that I got to knowyou through this whole experience, in fact without you there wouldn't have BEEN an experience. Thank you. For everything. I'm proud of you! I love you!

To everyone: I'm going to miss you all, I don't regret ever being in the play. I absolutely enjoyed it, there were ups and downs but we never fought and sometimes a cast usually will. but we didn't, we supported one another and kept it together no matter what happened. and we all became friends and that is just amazing. I think that every single one of you are beautiful, talented, and amazing people and I hope to be in other plays with ALL of you. I'll never forget this entire opportunity. I am very proud of you all and I love you very much!

I love you!

love

nikki

we'll be the greatest in all the world